under the statement of there's no ideal situation for an artist in this modern times, to develop a carreer, grow his own work and have a lifetime in the meantime, I can't state panama is a particular situation in the whole world, but the whole world as we know it, doesn't breed lovely those who dare to dream, be different and keep searchin' for their own voice and something to say.
as a friend and I were talking about, an like the same old thesis I push about critical apreciation of arts, as life itself, it's gettin out of use, and there's no such thing as "common sense" on our media nowdays, the hability to face a reality without question, the search for reasons beyond what we are told so about what the world is, and the facts of why we as mankind, society and individual selves are trending into a sub thinking specimen, designed for consume, follow, mimic or be labeled, clasified and subdivided for convenience of any social system, for the deprivement of the quality of life of many, and the material opulency of a little few, in any system... while the resolution of life is coming narrow to a plain perception of life as a routine, a proverbial sisyphus punished to roll the whole week up to fall down and then roll it up again for ever and ever???????
that's why we as artist dare to drink, smoke or whatever, blaming society of hurt us, because our perception of society is so patetic, that we had to create somethin more pathetic as a shelter for our pride and ego of be aware, and think we are out of that by suppouse that we are different. under even stronger convictions, the fear to fall increases the vertigo of separate and isolate some seekers into a inner circle of people aware of the mess we are living, into a system, or too well designed, or too dissordered to be called a system by itself then... where econometrics and transnational proffit are a priority to goverments rather than human integral quality, and that's the lie we are told every 5 years of spending the money of the people on a circus of many, to the lesser 'lucky' ones...
my question is, it´s called sanity to be part of all this??? Am I crazy then? it's impossible to swallow intelect, knowledge, and information on specific areas of human existence, that are non into a profit-friendly section...isn't it clear enough in too many ways, that we are losing the horizon and just spining without sense, going nowhere in the universe, turning around the sun, without a proposal for the life...
in a total honest deep ansewer, we can only care for ourselves individually, but we, as society are called to grow as a collective... but collective thinking is a myth... so, from a uncncisious collective, are we turning so fast into a unconcisious collective??? one bye one....
just some words looking for a meaning in your mind.
